Simply me

2009-02-26T01:57:00.000-08:00

Just came back from my night walk. I've move to southbank, flinders street. I kinda like it here its alittle like clark quay. walking along the yarra river across queensbridge, its where i take a breather. Somehow, i miss home, the life and friends i have back home. Miss them all. everyone including people i used to hate. Those were the days gone. miss them. i miss my night life back home. maybe because uni hasnt started and i'm kinda bored. not many friends to hang out with here. many of them are not the same pattern as me so i don show my retardedness. I haven laughed till my i clench my stomach and roll on the floor ever since i came here. only u girls can do that.

Currently listening to some weird song on charles's toshiba cause my vaio decided that it wants to go mute today. Its just me and technology that cannot click. sigh....

My home's empty. i will be spending alot to furnish my home goshhh money matter again.. broke. my bed's coming tml.
I love mummy and daddy for allowing me to stay in the city. its expensive big time!!! when i goback to singapore i will find a job since the folks do allow me to work here. i will study hard!! and join some clubs to keep myself occupied and prevent shopping.
Today was orientation... half the cohort were aussies and ang mohs.. cool hahaha.

i think mum and dad are coming over in may!!! yippee haven seen them for so long although its only 3 months... it seems so long. theres still 4 months to go b4 i fly home sigh....

Sports!! here i come hahahaha i'm going to be sporty queen again!! i went to the gym today and burnt 416.6 calories wow man!! i ran for half an hour at the speed of 9.0 and completed 4.2km. I love running!!!

2009-02-21T06:27:00.000-08:00

I'm blogging again after what seem like ages. Life seems like a mile now, at times i dont know what to do and sometimes i like to be alone and sometimes i am moody. Its difficult to be me sometimes. I try to enjoy whatever i have and do my best.

I did reasonably well for year 1. My parents are happy. I can stay in clayton to do a commerce degree but i choose to go to caulfield to do a business degree. I don know why but i prefer to be nearer to the city and to a lively world.

I dont have many friends here and staying home makes me sick! life is different from my vibrant neighbourhood. I feel alone.

Just had a argue with my dad, he says i am throwing my temper which i am clearly not i have just frustrated. too many things on my mind.

I am broke... SO BROKE i on even dare to eat, i look for free food but the urge to shop is there, i can give up food for my shopping.

I need to get so many things for my new apartment
desk
chair
bed+bed frame
fridge
washing machine
groceries
dish washer
soap
OH MY GOSH, how broke can i get, i guess i would be staying home alot.

Life just suck nowww don worry about me i'll be fine.
I need companionship and true friends. friends that are there all the time and we appreciate each other. Its different from those sec and JC days... friends there are happy and simple. But i am alone, my parents are far away and i don get in touch with them everyday and sometimes the things they do and say just piss you off.
But still i appreciate whatever i have and will always do my best.
I will return to spore and work.
Life is expensive here.. and with the recession going on i am worried really worried
i don know what to say but.... I will pull through all the time.

i'm tired really tired , haven been sleeping .

Stupid things i do i life to make me feel sucky.

2008-11-04T00:03:00.000-08:00

Today is Melbourne Cup day.... horse racing basically. its a public holiday but not a university holiday lol.. saded. hmmm life's good better than last sem definitely!!! hahaa
stress is going to set in soon actually noww getting busy busy assgiments assgiments!!!!!!!!!!!!.
Been going to planet shakers=))) a good place to be.

The best thing ever, i'm moving room from building A to building C hehehe yes!!! like finally.

Hope everything goes smoothly and enjoy my time here.

Suddenly i miss those library mugging nights.

2008-10-27T05:42:00.000-07:00

Y is it so difficult?? Y is it so difficult to just have peace in my family?? its never ending..
in silence i suffer even when i am here in aus. I know its hard on u mummy and it hurts even more finanically on daddy.

Sometimes i wonder... it is better to live away from home, the pain and suffering is less.

2008-10-26T03:42:00.000-07:00

Ferderation square. 25th oct 08

2008-10-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

Today's the best day in my life. The best day that i have ever spent in Melbourne.
The weather was perfect, sunny and bright love it! It was a great day for sports and i have no regrets playing. The day was planned to go to chadstone to run some errands for my home, since the weather was so good... i decided to cancel it and play some sports which my friends suggested.
well, we played soccer then captains ball... it was all worth it. I am so tired now but happy=)

2008-10-14T09:04:00.000-07:00

sometimes things that we want really badly cannot be fulfilled. life is unfair at certain areas, we just have to live happily. Take pride in what you have, in what god has given you.
we live on no matter what, some things leave us with no choice.

2008-10-11T08:23:00.000-07:00

haizzz.. spend money again. i've been spending money as though money drops from the sky.. this cant go on. I plan to cut my expenditure in Aust.
1. rent is a must
2. coles limit to 50 aussie a week
3. eat less campus centre food- lunch and dinner should be less than 10 aussie
4. cook more often (hopefully)
5. ermm no more shopping!

slap me if i break any rule.

2008-10-08T09:07:00.001-07:00

seet's sooo funny. we were talking about bags:

VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
i dont want my bag to get wet
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
i want a bag that has shape
Rebecca says:
uh huh
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
not like those nua nua kind
Rebecca says:
haahaha
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
like those monks carry one
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
haha
Rebecca says:
so hard to find leh
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
you know last time quite lui xing right
Rebecca says:
hahaah
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
those bags
Rebecca says:
hahaahahaaa
Rebecca says:
lols
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
you know not scrab
Rebecca says:
hahahaa
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
the long long bag
Rebecca says:
ya i know
Rebecca says:
hahaha
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
then no shape de
Rebecca says:
nono
Rebecca says:
i don know
Rebecca says:
hahaha
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
I last time bring to sch lor
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
damn ugly la
Rebecca says:
huh
Rebecca says:
like??
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
look like some monk lor
Rebecca says:
don know leh
Rebecca says:
hahaa
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
lucky i bought dark blue. not orange
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
i almost wanted to buy orange
Rebecca says:
hahaaa
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
then i didnt notice
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
until i brought it to msia
Rebecca says:
uh huh
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
then got some monks in front
Rebecca says:
hhahahaa
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
my cousin told me. eh you see the monks, they carrying the same bag as you
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
i was like OH YAH AH
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
shit
Rebecca says:
hahahaaaaaa
Rebecca says:
damn funny la
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
then from that day on
VVenz The Wishful - simplyfons - In my field of paper flowers. says:
i never carried that bag
Rebecca says:
hahahahaaa
Rebecca says:
lols
Rebecca says:
hahaha
Rebecca says:
haiya seet
Rebecca says:
lol
Rebecca says:
hahaa
Rebecca says:
so how
Rebecca says:

2008-10-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

the australian exchange rate has taken its plunge to its lowest of below $1 against SGD. A lower exchange rate will have a postive appeal to the external economy. The country's assets will be more attractive as a smaller amount of money can buy a larger amount of goods. Hence, australia might want to depreciate its exchange rate to gain profits.

in addition, a lower interest rate will attract an inflow of hot money... increasing BOP surplus.

hahaa this is what i learnt in JC lol.

i was just telling my dad that i wan to study banking and finance. he told me to think twice. accounting is safer. the financial economy is taking a down turn at this present day. bankers are going out of jobs.

2008-10-02T21:13:00.000-07:00

my home is overcrowding lehh... haha, i just told my mum. we need a bigger house and guess wad she said SIAO AR ahhaa. nice reaction lol. too many people in my house , until i have no room for myself, i am currently bunking in with my bro and he is complaining that i am so messy.. dotz.

its good to be home haha. i'm currently on a diet , only 3 meals a day and thats it=). i wanna learn to cook as well.
spore is hot realll hot haha. i like it.

2008-09-29T03:27:00.000-07:00

Its been a long time since i blogged. A really long time. I just finished my exams 2 days ago. Time really past so fast, its been three months and more, i don believe it. I'm coming home.

Its been a long and cold three months... i've been through alot, living alone, trying my best to stay afloat all these while. I must thank my friends who have given me all the support and fun in Australia and back home. Thank you=).

I know everyone wants to go out when i'm back in spore... but but.. i need time for family ok people hahaa love you all.. i am going to devote most of my time at home, gonna cook for my family, take my dog for walks and play sports with my brother. Time is precious... no time to lose....BUT D-CLAN, you are number one ahaha.. i will go out with you guys no matter what. U people are the best!!

I'll be home soon.

2008-08-21T05:25:00.000-07:00

I love daddy!

2008-08-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

I miss home badly real bad. Sometimes i think soo much that tears welled up in my eyes not just once or twice. I put on a brave front always but deep down under, i feel broken and lost at times. I need home, the encouragement, my parents, my friends. I miss my dad telling me to try my best. I miss hui min enocouraging all of us, i miss my yamuna times. ITs just so bad. someone help me??

Things aint going right these days. It seem as if the problem persist. everywhere i go. I thought it will be better here but i'm wrong. I rather take the spore route.. spore is much better.

I don know how long i can hold it anymore. I hope i don burn out like my A level days. stress is still unavoidable..i needdd................

i miss everyone.

2008-08-10T15:12:00.000-07:00

i am still sick. I dreamt of home and really want to go home. i miss life at home, esp the food. I dreamt of chicken rice, yummy.

2008-08-08T05:16:00.000-07:00

I'm sick. Its been 4 years since i had a fever. That was in sec 3.
I'm having a on off fever. It comes and goes, sometimes i'm fine and other times i have body ache.
It was 37.7 38.2 38.1 38 37.6 38.1 38.1 38 37 .4 37 37.5 37.6 37.8

2008-08-07T06:33:00.001-07:00

I think mummy misses me alot, shes talking and arguing with me like a kid.

2008-08-03T02:59:00.000-07:00

I know right ing. I am not alone.
I want to thank all of you ( ing , charles, july, jin, ivan, Chris ) for your card, message and the surprise. I was really surprised.

2nd of August 2008.
We had marketing test in the afternoon.
After the test i had nothing to do and decided that i go home and give my room a little pack.
At the busstop, Ing told me that she had to go to her friend's place, charles said he was going for a hair cut and chris was going to the city to stay over plus do some coles shopping. I was kinda bored. So i got home and gave my room a pack, chatted with my mum online, then i did some cooking. My mum asked me why i am at home on a saturaday afternoon and why don i call my friends up for dinner. I replied saying that they are all so busy.

Around 8pm, jin called and asked me to join him and ivan for dinner at nandos. I was thinking that although i ate already, i could just sit and join them. Actually i wanted to go over to july's but they insisted on coming here to have nandos. So ok. met them downstairs and july said she left something at ing's place, So i decided to walk over to ing's before going to nandos since nandos was at ing's building. ( i even took some rusden discount cards for them ). I knocked on ing's door and waited for quite sometime. I asked ish if ing was home and her cousin said there are people inside.( people inside?) ing opened the door and there was charles and chris. (how come so many poeple?) Then i realised i was fooled.. Chris going to the city? charles going for a haircut? July left something at ing's? ing going over to her friend's place?
This is my first birthday surprise in my life and it is away from home. I was really touched. They prepared so much fooddd.I had a great time. You guys are wonderful, amazing, awesome people. Even ish played along. Love you people.Thank you soooo much for the preparation, card, message and this great surprise. I really enjoyed myself that night. The table tennis game as well.

I lost my phone on the 1st of august in microeconomics tutorial class. Someone stole it. I was shocked. I left my phone in my pencil case and went down to get a drink, it was less then 10 minutes. However, i dint realise it till 3pm which was almost 2 hours later. My LG viewty is gone.
Ing helped me by calling three to suspend my account and charles loaned me his optus card.July helped to look for my phone in class. Jin and ivan told me to ask the reception. Thanks people, for all your help.

2008-07-27T09:14:00.001-07:00

Its Unforgettable.

2008-07-27T09:09:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG THORRY SANG AND SENT ME A BIRTHDAY SONG! I cant believe it. she sang me a song wooooowooowww hahah.

Thank you so much thorry for the song and the delicated blog post.

28 july 2008.. i will not foget.

2008-07-27T07:51:00.000-07:00

Thank you everyone for wishing me a happy birthday.
except for ing, she wished me a merry birthday.

thank you.
loves.

2008-07-27T07:33:00.000-07:00

I'm 19. Its my first time turning a year older in a foreign country. It feels a little weird not being at home cutting a cake and receiving presents from my family and friends back home. I think i am still dreaming... i cant believe that its my birthday, Seriously!!! I want to blow a cake, a cake as big as that i had in the past 18 years.... i miss it.
Nevertheless.. scooby gave me a surprise haha.. she never fails. She gave me a dedicated blog entry and a digital card to my email. Scoobyyy you are THE BEST!!! wenz and kels wished me too. Thanks everyone. You three are the first to wish me online haha. Thank goodness for technology if not i will be celebrating all alone haa.
I bet you scoob.. you wont believe that i was doing work before the minute hand struck 12 here in Melbourne. I am studying on my birthday.. utter madness.
Anyway, i was soo touched to see scooby's internet presents haha.. although i cant feel them, i can see them hehe. She even said that she followed melbourne's time haha. Scooby you are amazing!!!! I was on the verge of tears!!
I love you girls.

Not forgetting my family. Isaac wished me as well, thanks bro. love you.

2008-07-26T20:17:00.000-07:00

I waited an hour for the bus when i could get home in 15 mins by foot.

I realised that i have been sleeping at other people's home for the past three weekends haha.. this can never happen in spore... i like it.

2008-07-23T05:49:00.000-07:00

OK, i am blogging about my friends here, I seriously have funny friends. I think its just me. Everywhere i go i meet people like this haha funny people.
The joke of mount buller keeps ringing in my head haha, ing driving, the tokyo drift song,
charles driving drift , his bollywood and singtel airline hahaa.
Chris is funny too, his flashlight appearing from under the table hahaa.
ing's weird laughter and bubbles lol. imagining her driving us up to mount buller and to the great ocean drive... her distraction hahaa, amazing
Jin wei's crappy jokes.
Ivan's randomness and u sun's quietness heheh.
I have wonderful friends who amaze me all the time.

2008-07-23T05:41:00.001-07:00

I am playing badminton this friday
Sat going to the city
Sunday going to church with Will.

2008-07-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

Hey people, what happened man?? Why no more emails for me?? Quick send me some, update me about life..

2008-07-23T05:20:00.000-07:00

arrh ok. why am i always so emo haha, i should stop it.
eh wait, i just cleared a load of work and i just realised that i have a truckload more to do haha whats happening??

heres my schedule, i need to read management, accounting, do accounting assignment and tutorial. Find econs article, do econs tutorial, study for marketing MCQ test and next week's casebook.
I seem to have so much stuff to do. Compared with JC, its still a little lesser. I think i need to study harder hahaa. I should!

I had a video call with Kels just now hahaa... she seems to be bored and hot. haha
I love you kels!!

Ing bought me rice haha.

Honestly, i think i need to post some photos up. My blog is so dry.. all words. Anyone who read it will fall asleep man haha, it looks like lecture notes??
ok random.

bye.

2008-07-23T05:00:00.000-07:00

My room is seriously in a mess. I need to tidy it up.

Just came back from a great dinner with my friends.

Now i am blogging some stuff. A little about how i feel to be alone here and about school.
Its been a month away from home in this cold, windy country. I must admit i miss life back home. I miss the usual routine i do for the past 8 months of my life. I miss playing with lucky. I miss playing my mini basketball with isaac. The times where we use to share our stories and school life. I miss eating home cook food. I miss going out with my family on weekends. I miss family gatherings. I miss a little of the heat. I miss my cosy little room, my tv, bed and desk. I cant believe that i am here, its really like a dream. Time passes very fast here as well. Everyday seems like a dream. Going to school, laughing around, playing, joking... its really fun. I love the freedom here.

I had a chat with my brother and my dad earlier this evening. My brother asked me a question. How do i console girls who are deeply demoralised? It really reminded me of my A level days.Flashes of memories came back when i told him about my A level days. It was seriously depressing. I felt like crying but its over. I must confess that I cried almost everyday secretly in my room, through the wee hours of the morning where i studied till. I didnt want those feelings again. Then i chatted with my dad. He asked me about work and stuff. I said its similar to JC life. Then i asked the 'death' question. What happens if i cant go to second year uni? i know i shouldnt have asked but its life. My dad said we will come to that stage and will see to it. I felt irresponsible and i know it is my duty to do well. He sent me here with the mind set that overseas education suits me better. Sometimes i really wonder... have i done the right thing? God gave me a life, a life where i should succeed in something, to do something that will make my parents proud rather then worry. I need to do something. I know, i wasnt a good student but i must keep positive.

I am just reflecting on myself. I need to o this to keep myself on track.
After chatting with my brother these few nights, i realised that he has grown a little more mature. H even told me to study hard and not play too much, thinking that i will go the wrong way. I nearly did.

I love being here alone in australia. The freedom is great. But there is a balance in life, Freedom on one hand and on the other is Hard work.

2008-07-21T00:28:00.001-07:00

I have a lot of pictures to post but one thing is obstructing me to do so. I have only 3 GB a month. I have to open PDF files,emails with attachments and so on. But i will try to put up soon.

I will be coming back in October, although i haven book my tickets yet. Oct 1 to Oct 16.

2008-07-09T04:29:00.000-07:00

aok i am finally here blogging.
just to say how am i. i am currently still lonely my roomate is still not back from her holiday, seriously lonely. At least, i have ing haha i go over to her place for dinner recently, thank goodness she leaves in rusden too. I seriously cant cook la.. terrible cooking and i am scared to use the stove as well, wait time my roomate comes back first.

oh wells, its been a month here in the cold i really miss the heat back in spore really really.. you never want to be here, melbourne's weather is terrible. This morning i walked to school in a fog and its like 4 degrees. a few day back it was still sunny and i even managed a jog. but all of a sudden it changes.... to 8 then 4. lol. another cold day tml i guess. This year is the coldest winter in mel, it's a white july. Currently, its snowing in bendigo and ballrack, these places are not even in the mountains... heavy snow some more lol.

ok ... i made many friends.. good friends..international ones as well, but still lots of PRCS here la. anyway, australia is full of asians.. almost outnumbering them already, no wonder they don like asians lol.
don worry, aust is not a place for me.. i will not stay here or become a PR. I prefer europe.

the pace of life is much slower in here compared to spore... hhaa. everything is slowly ya slowly.. why rush.. so next time i go back spore.. i will be like that.. no rush!. the transport system here tells it all. haa people in spore should all try it.. we are fortunate really.. it really sucks here.

hmmm.. wad else??? ok i will be busy busy for the next few weeks then i will have a short break in august haha its time to go to the city yea!!!

i kept my promise. i haven shopped haha.. anyway here the stuff are ex except at DFO yeaaa.
looolaaalooolaaa i don know wad to blog lol .. erm... all i can say is.. cold cold cold....

my room in my apartment is soo small laa. i wan a bigger room.. lol. mannnn luckily i not small phobic heh. oh ya.. i will be going marketing this friday and having dinner at my friends place.. not sure if i should sleep over though.

2008-06-12T23:01:00.000-07:00

I am finally online again haha.
I did some shopping yesterday, i went to the city. It's beautiful, a bit like Uk US haha.I haven uploaded the photos into my come yet so no photos to show haha.
I am currently blogging in the cold.. it's so cold today. It's raining and so windy and cold.The room is heated but it is much colder then hot.

Oh yes, melbourne is having winter sale. I went to DIRECT FACTORY OUTLET(DFO) yesterday, i bought a guess wallet for $ 34.50 aussie so cheap la i was like ermm are you sure it's 50% discount?? The sales person said yes it is. Oh ok then buy hahah. I bought a bag for school as well and erm a basket ball?? haa a mini one la. it can keep me company. I can draw a smiley face on it.

Any way.. schools starting i cant wait. Monash is big and nice. Hope i will make good friends.
ok, i got a perm place to stay already. It's 662 blackburn road victoria clayton 3168, effective as of 1st july.I will be staying with a girl from india.

I had a video call back home 2 nights ago with my bro. I got to see my doggy haha. she's still as fat haha. Miss my little dog la... I wonder if she miss me??no one to play with her everyday at 5pm , no one to stroke her belly... take her for walks, kiss her... miss you lucky...
Don think i am mad haha.. i love dogs and this dog had been with me since i was pri 4, i become so attached to the dog alr. I shouldnt have pets in future.. i will be too bonded. I wonder if i will go into a depression if she's gone??

2008-06-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

This post will be delicated to those who have came to send me off and those who gave me good luck calls and messages.- A BIGGG THANK YOU TO ALL

Firstly, I didnt know that going overseas to study was such a big thing. honestly, i have no idea. It was when everyone including my cousins, wanted to come see me off at the airport then i realised that it was the greatest step in my life. Thank you all. That night really seemed like a dream, it passedd so quickly.

Those who came to see me off.
my Jc
Hui min
hui qi
yi wen
ahmina
kelly

sec school friends.
Jessica
teresa
Jacob
Dejian
Jason
Weiyao

Crystal
pei lim
gerald
koo jee

My mum's side relatives.

Those who wished me:
Denzil
Sebastian
jia hui
aunty wai har
aunty whye choo
pei yi
pei zhi
stephanie

and of course my family.
mummy, daddy, isaac, lucky and granny.

i want to thank everyone for being such a big part in my life. i don know how to put my words but i am grateful to all. Thank you for all the presents and cards. i will keep them till i am old haha. everyone came from different parts of singapore to see me off. I didnyt cry that night i dint wan all to be sad. There were a few times where tears well up in my eyes but i controlled them from flowing , esp when i think about the days i had spent with you all in the past it was great.
Now, I we should all keep in touch. love everyone.

2008-06-06T07:22:00.000-07:00

Time really flies realllyyyy. i don know how to describe how fast time flies, all i know is that it's time to go to Aust. I did all my packing just now with my mum and i will do another final round tomorrow. I'll have to embrace culture difference, hardships, independent living and coping with my studies. I hope i can really cope in my work because i have to like settle so many other things other then just studying. No one is there to help me do my laundry, cook for me for all my daily meals, buy necessities..... this is how living alone is like.

I hope life aint too difficult and i am not easily stressed out.

ok, today i went out with my cousins haha Pei yi and Pei zhi.. ate lunch together at pastamania then they did a bit of shopping hee followed by pooolll weeeee. Pool was fun i hadnt played pool for a long time. I was noob la haha and it was pei yi's first time as well ooooo so cool. haha there were many jokes as well.. like erm isaac's stupid style of chalking haha LMAO. ohh and pei yi's way of hitting was funny too hehe . i hadd alotsa fun!!!

Me and Bro wanted to catch indy but in the end we dint lol cause tired alr. hmm.. so came home to play ball haha and to play with my baby=) She was so happy to see us come home hhaa wagging her tail tremendously like it's gonns drop off lol. Jumping around like a mad dog also lol.

WEll WELL, cant believe i will be leaving already

2008-06-02T07:55:00.000-07:00

Kelly asked me what is my goal and here it is:
I want to study as high as i can and my current dream is to go to the US and complete it or else UK . However dreams change so depends. But i will follow my heart, whereever it wants me to go. Also, i want to have a family with a good husband and kids. I wan to work as high as possible and travel round the world. I want my children to be lucky.

my date

2008-06-01T08:38:00.000-07:00

This post is to thank Gerald for giving me a treat before i leave for melbourne this sat.

Here it goes, He treated me to a chinese restaurant at the Fort Canning Country Club-- thank you sooo much and love you!!

I was so full . The Dishes came and by the look of it, we over ordered. We had a great time talking about our old school days and later on ermmm about sex ok censored.

After dinner, we had a walk to plaza sing. walked around there and played a lame game called say'yes'. Then, i don know wad happened and we started talking about giving names to babies.Gerald sort of proposed ahha and say that he is the sweetest guy and the smartest guy in the world besides being above average looking haha.

I cant stay out too late.

Gerald walked me home and insisted on coming into my house and i was like nono ahha sorry ar gerald, later got scandal. then my grandma will keep asking and all hahaha. anyway thank you sooooooo much for today.

2008-05-31T08:45:00.000-07:00

Had my family gathering today! I really had a great time playing Wii with all my cousins screaming and laughing like mad. Played tennis , fishing and some other game that was sooo funny!
Time seems to be running out. I will miss my cousins and everyone else, including my beautiful and glamorous baby... my dearest doggy.She wont know how much she is to me. I love dogs so please dont think i am crazy.
Suddenly, life in spore becomes so precious.
A little sad and a little happy at this moment.

2008-05-27T09:23:00.000-07:00

Family.
The RL slibings.
Areoplane food la not nice.

Hotel.
candid.

The long table.

airport lounge.I wished this was my home, look at the tv plasma can.

A picture says a thousand words.

2008-05-27T08:46:00.000-07:00

I'm back from my 4 day hong Kong trip. I must say it was great. The weather in HK wasnt that hot but it's air is polluted. Every morning and evening smog hangs over the blue sky.The streets are always so crowded and every second there are cars honking, pple screaming, children crying, just another city life. Hk is very much similar to spore, the buses,traines, people,lifestyle. The food is super nice but a bit too oily for me, not to mention i ate a lot!

Ok, i did some shopping. Erm, Esprit was like so cheap can! I bought EDC, RL and jeans and a bag. So cheap! i don think they come up to 2oo sing. In spore, these things will simply cost 3oo or more.My mum and dad bought also, even my Bro who doesnt shop, bought stuff, i was like 'wha bro, you;re shoppin man!' I love holidays, it bonds your family together and i really had a great time laughing and playing with my little brother. However, this short trip is the end of our youth together. I will be going to Aussie(sad tone). Then my bro goes to army. By the time we can get together again is in 4 years time. I will be around 22 then. I hope i can bring my family to LA by then, instead of them bringing me there.( dreaming!nvm).

OK, anyways, Hk have so many ang mohs . haha. On my return flight i was like surrounded with ang mohs lol. ahha
Oh yes and T3 was beautiful! my first time at the departure and arrival hall.

Jesse McCartney - Leavin' - Official Video HQ

2008-05-23T05:55:00.001-07:00

Jesse McCartney - Leavin' - Official Video HQ

2008-05-20T23:31:00.000-07:00

JESSE McCARTNEY IS HOT!!

2008-05-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

Things changes.
Many changes in my life!

2008-05-19T05:52:00.000-07:00

It's blazing hottt these days, i am always awaken by the heat in the middle of my sleep every night.
Vesak day today.. hmm, i went to make a new pair of specs this morning followed by sakae lunch. Mummy treated. I had not ate sakae since erm??? J1? almost 2 years. Ate a lot i guess but i was so full la. Then took a walk around simei. I went to the pet safari. The doggies are so cuteeee omgggg.. i wanna puppy. ok, after that we went home and watched a movie called D-wars, not bad. At 5 pm, my brother and i went to play table tennis... we had not tounced the table for more than a year laaa, it was full of insect shit! lol. play play play... so fun.. telling jokes as well, all the way till 7pm. My dog was so cute, it entertained itself by chewing on my biggg clip, chewing like it's old days when it was a puppy. Love my doggy. She broke the clip in the end.

Time passes so fast laaa my brother is going army soon and the days where we will play with each other are numbered. When i go to aust, i cant play with him and when i finally finish my uni, he will be in army. By then we are like adults liao... how to play childishly lol...

Anyway, i went to check my eyesight today.. INCREASE ARRRR!!! cannot cannot must protect my eyesight liao. So, i will use less of the computer already.

2008-05-16T23:15:00.001-07:00

THANK YOU KELLY FOR PEING ME TO CASH CONVERTERS EARLY IN THE MORNING, THANK YOU SO MUCH... SCRAB LOVES YOU.

clan outing

2008-05-16T22:57:00.000-07:00

Clan outing haha.. yes yes. I had a great time, had so much fun laughing and laughing and more laughing. lol. We actually had a dress code haha, dresses. Although seet dint wore one she wasnt left out.

We had our very own D-CLAN models haha so fun man. I don dare to post so many photos haha later kena scolded, must always ask permission first hehe.

This night was special, i even had new found dimples( the first photo) lol. AMAZING!

I love my clan=)...

2008-05-15T08:19:00.000-07:00

I believe that everyone's life is different, we just got to accept what we have and what is given to us. May fate fall upon one, one will not lose it. Whatever the future holds for me, i will accept, be it that i might transform into another person. Who knows what becomes of me next time.Good life always come to an end and i think mine is ending.
I am seriously poor now, all the money has gone into my aussie education. School fees, logistics, electricity bill, water bill, internet fees and many more.I signed up for student apartment, very expensive. Honestly, i dont know if i can pay back the loan in future, will i be capable enough? will i do well? I read the papers, many parents sell their house or downgrade to send their kid overseas to study.I don know if i should be happy. Currently, my family is facing some problems , (not relationship), luckily my uncle is a lawyer. Time to save money, buy only what i need.
My mum was telling my aunt that she doesnt want me to get a BF, study first but i also heard that my dad allows it. lol. If i am in love, nothing will stop me.
Turning 19 this year, my birthday will be a quiet one. Time to think for myself .I guess i am growing old on the inside, when i see cute little babies, i feel like starting a family but aint sure if i am capable. ONE'S Abilities are always doubted.God created my looks and features for a purpose, if he wants it this way, so be it. I accept my fate. Although one may not be so lucky compared to others, i am sure each person have their qualities.
My life is different from my parent's , i cannot rely on them for money all the time and there was this sad day that my father talked to me. He said, i wont live long due to my stressful work load , so take care of mummy in future.I can see him age by the day. I cried.Life isnt that simple.

I feel weird blogging about this sort of things recently but i bet it's part of growing up.However, sometimes i don see this in others, they are much happier. Maybe they can hide it well.

My new goal:
Change to a more responsible person.
Buy things if only neccesary.
Think more than twice for each thing i wan to buy .
I wan to attend church in aust, i need trust and support.
Believe that god has open an opportunity for me.

2008-05-13T22:44:00.000-07:00

I am bored man.. so bored, nothing to do at all. But on the other hand, i am gonna miss this nua life cause i wont have it anymore in my life. Anyways, it's pouring... it hardly rain nowadays and i like today's weather.. coolingg.
I am going to Hong Kong on the 24th till 27th, only 4 days . Going to visit my relatives there, don know if they are considered relative not la.. My grandma's sister. Also, going there to pray. Hmm... this will be my fourth time going to HK. Boreddd. I can say Hk has improved drastically.
I wanna watch Olympics.. but cantt
Haiya. so boreddd nothing to blog about also. Hmmmmmmmmmm,
My family will be coming to Melbourne this year end, my cousins toooo
Ohh i love England's houses, they are my dream homeeeee

ok i got nothing to say liao. Bye.

2008-05-13T07:46:00.000-07:00

Flight details:
From: Singapore
To: Melbourne
Duration:7 hours 20 mins
Departs: 1135pm, 7 june
Arrives:855am (in melbourne)8 june
Departure Terminal: Terminal 3
Arrival terminal: 2( in Mel)
Aircraft: Boeing 737-3oo jet
Flight: SQ 0237
Class: Economy
Mileage For Krisflyer card:3747
Check in required.

2008-05-12T08:24:00.000-07:00

I watched the premiereship league last night. Manu won with 2 goals by Ronaldo and Giggs. Nice play. The match was super interesting, everyone is cheering so hard and even i could feel the heat! lol. Ronaldo haven change a bit, still like a baby wanting all those fouls against him. Rooney as usual wanting to win so badly that he is so frustrated was yellow card for hand ball. Theres this new player i haven seen before in manu, vinic ( cant remember his name actually) not too bad looking ahaha... anyway, soccer is always interesting. Man city was like on a strike cause thaksin wanted to sack the manager so they were trashed 8-1. thats what i think la.

I went to a hair salon today, got some hair products, it's like so ex la can. The person who cut my hair is a butch! She kept talking to me la can, like say i no fashion thanks la. She was like, nowadays we are moving to no parting, parting makes ur hair recede, oh actually you are pretty but you look prettier with lenses, don use hair straightener, it gives dry hair and see you got spilt ends.whatever! how about you?? She dresses totally man!

2008-05-10T06:03:00.001-07:00

A GOODBYE IS ONLY PAINFUL ..........

IF YOU KNOW YOU'LL NEVER SAY
HELLO AGAIN.

2008-05-07T23:08:00.000-07:00

I miss Singapore. I aint even in Aust yet and i miss singapore already.. lol. I miss the food and the asian culture. No matter what, i will still love asia.
Y are korean songs all so sad??? If i listen to them alone, it really makes me cry.. dotz.

I hate maids! My family don have fate with maids, all the maids we employ are all useless, dumb and stupid, some even rebellious!I wont hire one for myself in future. I have enough. They don really care for ur things, thinking that it's not mine which means i don need to care for it. This morning it was raining heavily, my maid accompanied my grandma to the market. I woke up and saw the clothes still hanging in the backyard. Then, a strong wind came, as my dumb maid who does not want to listen, did not put bricks to stablise the clothes hanger, the whole thing dropped on to the floor and everything was so dirty. I had to brave the rain and pick up everything and in th end i was so drenched and pissed! The dumb maid should have known better , she should have kept the clothes in the shelter b4 going out, no brains. All she knows is just to eat eat eat. She wasnt even working here for a month when she began stealing milo and food. There was once she ate half the bowl of fried rice which were meant for my mum! so greedy! I really have enough of them, they are a waste of money!

Life is unfair.. how come someone can always get what he or she wants and as for me, my dreams never come true.I am longing for this dream day of my but it never comes. why?? Some people don have to work hard to get what they want, it just comes naturally but for me, i am climbling with a heavy backpack which never brings me to the top. Their luck comes so easily and mine doesnt. Y is life unfair? Although everyone is borned equal, it is how we use ourselves to achieve things. But luck doesnt always fall on me.I see myself as the most imperfect person trying to improve myself all the time, i have never made my parents happy with my grades, i only know how to ask for more! y did god made me this way?? Since young, i like to have many nice things and i love changing my things all the time, although they are still of a good condition. The amount of money my parents spend on me can be used to buy mre then a million cars i guess, including all the tuition fees i wasted. How am i suppose to pay them back? I might not be as capable in future, who knows? Someone who is better then me now may always be better then me. I wish i was never born.
A bit emo la.. but i think many people(don wan to mention who) are better then me.I have been treated unfairly.

2008-05-03T05:59:00.000-07:00

Mother's day lunch today.The food was greattt. Ate till Bao Bao.

2008-05-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

Labour day falls on the 1st of may. Time really passes sooo quickly, soon i will be aust and before i know it i will be working, then become grandma..
went to get my laptop today. My parents and i went to funan centre. They were having a promotion by harvey norman till the 4th of may. The vaio CR35 cost 1999 and the CR32 cost 1699. They had a llotttt of free gifts and deals! I was deciding about vaio real interested in vaio cause everyone i know owns one. hmm lets say.. seet, kelly and scoob wants to get one too!! I really wanted vaio la but you know the CR series weighs about 2.5kg. My dad said it was heavy and the Tz series cost like 2499 and Sz 2999. My dad say he wont buy a laptop that is more then 2000 for me. He says... no lah don buy that, what if you lose it in aussie or someone steals it and y do you need such an expensive one??ok loh nvm.
We headed to challenger later on. I bought a camera for $279 samsung as my mum said i might need it to do projects.
In the end i bought a Toshiba laptop as it is smaller 13.1 inch and weighs 2 kg. ok la good for me since i am travelling actually my parents made the decision for me, i was still thinking when they said ok this is a good deal. ok then. In total the bill was 1900. There were many free gifts,
-laptop bag
-creative mp3
-2 mouse
-card reader
-adapter
-backpack at the price of $1
-internet protection
-3 yrs international warranty which i need
-many more man some things i don even know what's the use of them.

2008-04-29T06:21:00.000-07:00

Dear blog, i vow never to buy more clothes haha. (i hope so) must really put a stop! My mum lectured me on the buying of my clothes today she said you better put it to a stop, wells she sounded serious so i think i better listen. So, that means from now on no more bringing my netts out, only cash, then i will feel the bite lol. hmm, currently i like only have about seventeen dollars and some coins lol. This will be for my outing with jo, scoob and thor this friday. haha. =) i am going out with them oh my god!! haah so happy weee.. i haven seen jo for ages haha. it's like a million yrs??

Anyways, today i went for medical checkup plus x-ray for the australia high commision visa. I was rather early man.. my appointment for medical checkup was like at 1115 but i was done with x-ray at 930. so i strolled through taka. I found out something, taka practices patrotism something like that. There will be this song that plays throughout the shopping centre and all staff have to be at an attention. Once the song ends it will be 10am and then everyone must bow b4 they move to their respective places.. cool huh!
Ok, i walked for like 45 mins b4 heading back to paragon where my clinic was. At first i saw this paris hilton bag that i really liked haha.. then i thought i should think about it first and in the end i decided not to buy cause of my mum's lecturing haha.
I treated myself to delifrance. when i was done eating i felt guilty cause the bill was like erm 20 for one person! insane..i was actually craving for it la haven had such food in a long time. Food court is still the best, no matter what。
Tiring day indeed.

2008-04-28T01:38:00.001-07:00

Deleted the pervious post.

2008-04-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

photos: inside the fitting room

Went vivo today with jia hui again.. shop again man. I bought clothes from club marc!!.I feel so guilty laaa, spend money again.Money is running out as well as transport cost. Exciting day!! Vivo sure is bigg haha. we walked amost a kilometre to the nearest POSB. If only i am rich??? Life will be different..

Shopping with mummy tomorrow. Love mummy=)

2008-04-23T08:50:00.000-07:00

I keep thinking these few days.. don know what i am thnking about also.
I worry for myself too.. but i don know what i am worrying about.
I believe i am fine.. but actually i am not.
I have many sleepless nights cause my brain works too hard.
This isnt exam period... but i have many things in mind.
I think i am changing, i care more about my outlook nowadays.
Sometimes i am sad, sometimes i am over happy.
Meanwhile i am over satisfied and other times i am way below standard.
I think think think and think......

I continue to think......

but.. i dare not say what's bothering me...

2008-04-22T05:59:00.000-07:00

Let me talk more about my Australia uni.
I actually dint make it pass the cateria to get into monash university(monash raised their standard) so i have to go through a diploma course which is through the monash college, however, this diploma course is considered first year and it is only 8 months, in other words, my first year university is only 8 months. In fact it;s better i grad earlier like an express course.
8 months intensive course. unlike others, i will not have any break(holidays).This means that yr 2 will commence next Feb. Which in turn mean that i will finish my bachelor degree in Feb 2011.
ok, i might not be able to return to singapore this year end or maybe early next year. However, if my break is like around 3 weeks i might come back for a while just to use the return ticket. The student airfare is actually different from that of the normal one. It's called a one way ticket, meaning going and coming back, just pay for one way.
I wonder how will my life change ! Drastic? little??
I gotta get a new passport, biometric one, in order to get my visa and student visa.....
Guess i might not be able to get hostel... no reply from the uni.. sad...

2008-04-22T05:55:00.000-07:00

Went out with my mum today to orchard again. We headed to charles and keith first before getting lunch. They were having a sale like 15% and if you use UOB card there is a discount on certain items as well. I bought 2 footwears. My mum bought hers too. Then, after paying she was like saying it's all my fault to bring her into the shop where she actually bought 2 pairs of shoes. lol. what can i say, it's not my fault....Anyway, i dint do much, cause my mum say aiya wait fr GSS la!! ok loh.

Photos!!!!

2008-04-20T06:17:00.001-07:00

2008-04-20T05:47:00.000-07:00

I haven been blogging for a while because i practically nuaed at home. Hmm.. i took the offer from monash uni , so now i am waiting for my hostel reply, hopefully there is space for me. The agent said that Monash is a very popular uni, so cannot confirm that i wll get hostel. Guess i will be leaving on either the 7 or 8 of june, during the weekend.Oh yes, there is this guy called Rex who is also going to monash and in the same course as me hahaha.. he is from brunei. We will be friends!!=) At least i got company.

I went out with jia hui yesterday. We haven met for soooooo long. When down to orchard, no where else to go la. Shopped again! ohhh yes yes, we went into the branded shops hhaa. That jia hui la so branded lol. So, we went in to LV, Gucci, Chanel and prada haha. Jia hui went so mad over a LV backpack haha which cost like 2000 over and the gucci bag also mad mad mad haha. Can see but cannot buy ya. Honestly, Spore doesnt have much things to buy, i asked about this carry all bag at the LV shop, somehow i looked rather interested in it but the person told me, ohh it's sold out! well... seee like also cannot buy. boring....
Taka is having sort of sales now was so damn crowded la my god!! i was suffocating as i ate my ice cream man!! Anyway, i am gonna shop again this tues with my mum.. gotta get my aussie stuffs la.

ok, then we headed to far east. Walked around. Far east seems so boring to me nowadays.. go too often already la.
I must say we had an interesting Dinner. It was Korean food!! so interesting, it's really pure korean food haha i felt so korean man. We ate a lot, i was super full. We shall go there and eat again ya jia hui, cause i had stitches in my mouth so i couldnt eat the BBQ food.

Eh, jia hui ar... backpack!!!LOves. Above are some photos taken at the korean restaurant!!

2008-04-15T08:05:00.000-07:00

I AM CRAVING FOR FOOD!! I am like so hungry... thanks to my swollen mouth i cant eat anything.
I wan to eat potato chips, cake, japanese curry rice, udon,fish soup,biscuits etc..............

HUNGRY　ＨＵＮＧＲＹ！！

2008-04-14T08:05:00.000-07:00

I went for my wisdom tooth extraction and sugery today. It was totally horrible! I never wan to have another extraction or sugery again man. ok, i reached the dental clinic around 935 am this morning, waited for about 15 minutes before the dentist arrived. I walked in to the operation room. She gave me injections for the numbness. The injection was so painful la, i teared man. But i did this before la for my braces, so at least got some sort of preapred.
Anyway, i took some medication before the whole precedure started. I did the sugery first. When it started, i was already screaming at the dentist, telling her not to use so much force, i was so scared la. I kept on holding on to her hand haha, then she told me to relax. Ok , then the teeth came out. The extaction was much easier. Recollecting this makes me feel the pain man.
Due to the numbness, i didnt fell any pain but the aftermath is worst.It still aches now.
However, i am glad it's over.
This is just a vague overview of the procedure...
In total, i have 6 teeths taken out. 5 extractions and 1 sugery.

Hmm.. i have decided to go to melbourne. So monash university will be my choice. School commence on the 16 of june. I will go and sign all the paperwork this sat.
Although other unis like UWA, bradford college offered me a place, i think melbourne will be a better place. More lively, not so bored.

2008-04-07T08:54:00.000-07:00

1。 Went shopping with kelly today. we went to vivocity and far east. Of course we spent like
mad again.

2. I have decided to prepare for hostel.

3. If i go to Monash University, i will leave on the 8 of june 2008 as school starts on the 16 of
june. Thats fast!

4. I am going for tooth sugery next monday, cant talk or eat much for a week, so it's nua time.

5. I am currently in to jap and kor stuff , don know why.

6. Shopping has become a habit to me.

April Fools Day

2008-04-01T05:40:00.000-07:00

HAppy April fools day=).
I went over to seet's today.Lazy seet greeted me with her lazy smile haha.I had a short swim in her pool and then the sun went into hiding, so that means no tan.
My dear wens created this blog actually =) she did all the stuff while i walk around her house, thanks ah wenz. Then, she went to game haha. Anyway, i think the game is interesting, not too bad=).
ok, i am going sentosa tml.

My first post.

2008-03-21T07:02:00.000-07:00

This is my first time blogging man. I never had a blog. haha. Well, guess i have been too bored so i decided to create one. Kelly adviced me to create a blog as well haha, to keep up with me while i am in aussie. =). Cool huh.
Hmm... Wad should i blog about??
I just ended my work contract at Times publishing. Super sucky job. Nevertheless, I had friends but from a different department. My supervisor is one of a kind la, so ya.. imagine how i suffered for 2 months. Gosh. I am glad it's over. I shall look for another job soon and not through recruit express anymore.
I must say that living a life like this today is so much better then those school days of mine, no stress no worries, no sleepless nights. I am therefore healthier.
Okies, i am going off, shall continue again soon.